Spigot May 13, 2010 I only recently found this site. I was looking online for solace, an outlet, anything. Eventually I stumbled here. I hope that this helps me, because God I need help. I was 24 with an 11 month old daughter… Read Story »

My Whirlwind Ride Over 6 months on this Journey! Mar 30, 2010 I met my husband, Jonathan, when I was coming out of my first marriage. A friend had taken me out for my birthday, and I saw this guy sitting at a table across from us holding a neon green, and yes I am… Read Story »

Holding On Mar 17, 2010 I cannot recall most of the day before it happened or much about the days leading up to the accident.  My husband, Lt. Bret Travis Miller USN, was supposed to land from a routine training flight at… Read Story »

Memories and Lyrics Nov 19, 2009 "We'll do it all .Everything. On our own.. We don't need Anything Or anyone ." I find myself almost a year out, and I can honestly say I'm doing much better. I'm at a much happier place in my life and… Read Story »

Nina’s Thoughts Nov 19, 2009 It’s 2:13 am and exactly 10 months, 10 days, and 13 hours since my husband was killed. Its not easier yet.  Ummm… I’m still waiting…What the fuck!  What ever happened to your clichés?… Read Story »

One Year Nov 19, 2009 I thought I could offer my "wisdom" (not!) on the one year thing. Disclaimer: I haven't been doing too well the past couple of weeks, so I probably shouldn't even be writing this right now! For the one… Read Story »

Nina’s Thoughts Mar 13, 2007 It’s 2:13 am and exactly 10 months, 10 days, and 13 hours since my husband was killed. Its not easier yet.  Ummm… I’m still waiting…What the fuck!  What ever happened to your clichés?… Read Story »